PURPLE.

im super bored trying to study mr. sucks. and im supposed to study 11 chapters. HAHAHA. thats how much lar. and wed canot study cause its the competition.

im going to cut and dye my hair on fri!

been wanting to dye my hair THIS colour. but im afraid ill look like a freak! but i really like the colour. the closest representation is guo mei mei. YES that cockroach song girl. haha.



i know it looks scary!! but i dont really want the purple highlights. i just want the purple sheen on like dark brown hair. haha if u get my drift. den its like the purple shade is like a sheen of colour. like sometimes there sometimes not there. hahaha.
comments? both positive and negative i take! =) hahaaa

make my wish come true.

i realized that my emotions are largely dependent on the people i truly care for.

when nothing u do or say seems to make dem feel any better.

or so it seems to be.

the feeling of powerless-ness kinda envelopes u.

it kinda sucks that as an individual, u are deviod and incapable of having any proper emotions yourself. are they always derived from somewhere else?

am i always happy?

even i dont know how to answer that question.





i still hope i put a smile on your face. yours too.

so God, or any higher being up there, take care of the ppl i love.








i think the above ramblings just occured cause i still cant sleep.

and i got a 830am class.

Damn.

neh neh - my new pet phrase.

its been almost a week since i blogged! and here i am in enviro sci class, BLOGGING! =) HAHA.

ANYWAY..

Tues

after BP class, Jon Sabby and me went for dinner together! we had damn good pizza! at this place called pepperoni's! its damn good. Jon who collected some reinbursement treated us to dinner! for being his, er, listening ears when he was in the dumps?? haha. but it was a good dinner. alwasy good to have dinner with ur friends, worrying bout nothing, not thinking botu work, but just having a nice chat. =) the restaurant's really cool! cause they use paper as their tablecloths! and den they provide crayons for u to draw! i had damn alot of fun!

anyway after dinner, we went to have icecream at this place that Jon cldnt stop raving about! we happily chose our flavors, and had a very very interesting conversation. Jon cldnt stop raving bout the melon ice cream even when we were already eating it. and i cldnt resist the temptation to ask him, " what wld make u give up melon ice cream?" and because its Jonathan Chan Wei Ming, i asked him wld u give up sex for melon ice cream. and it proceeded to a really lengthy conversation, which shant be disclosed here. In short, for quite a couple of people, Jon would rather have melon ice cream den spend a night with them. HAHAHA. thats how funny. FOR MELON ICE CREAM.

Thurs

Met the BP group to try decide our proj topic. and ebcause we were stuck and craving for calamari(ok fine only i was), we made a trip to centrepoint to have a late lunch at Fish&Co! i love calamari! haha. but i dun eat sotong. ya weird i know. haha. and we went down to the shop in question for our project, a sex toy shop in midpoint orchard. thats like jon's hangout or something la. hahaa. but the friendly salesperson was damn nice. she was super friendly and constantly tried to explain the weird gadgets there. haha. its like damn amazing. there was this helmet thing which is actually just made up of wires encircling ur head, and its supposed to be a head massager. and she just put it on my head. the vibrations sent shivers down my spine la. haha. den shawn bought a small packet of mini penises(peni?!?! HAHAA. SABBY!) which are sweets la. and forced us all to eat. funny day.

den i rushed down to meet the sweat camp ppl! haven had a proper meeting up in danm long. and last min alot of ppl din come! so it was just me cake john and hoo lun! was great catching up on each tohers lives. and i have to say, their lives are all so happening. they just do what they want to do! damn cool. most of which which involves going overseas alot. anyway had a really good dinner and they suggested going for a drink. cake had to help her mom so only the 3 of us went. decided to go Rochester Park after hearing so much bout it. nice ambience and everything. but den it was so pricey and so not worth it. so we decided to go to Dempsey Road. everything felt so atas. cause im not a wine person at all. but i drank a bit that day. with cheese somemore. thats how atas. hahaha. and when they closed, john decided to go for MORE food. and off we went to 85! haha. it was like eating eating and mroe eating la. scary. went home red-faced and a lil tipsy. haha.

Fri

Had to do some courier adn got relaly pissed off at my stupidity. ARGH. den headed to sch for the bizcom meeting and at the same time had to submit this MR proposal thing. danm pissed off with the exchange students in my grp. i forsee out MR grp to be just the two of us la. argh. i think during the meeting i must have looked quite stern cause qihan actually asked if i was sick. haha. den went off to the SA meeting. its so irritating to see grown(at least theoretically they are) men argue bout something so stupid. wasting my time.

den went off to celebrate shupings bday! but it was raining, so bball was postponed. den we played mahjong for a while and while they went to play bball, i went to collect the cake. had a mini celeb, coupled with cream smashing shouts and screams, and den headed to eat bak kut teh to complete the day! den we headed to charles house to play more mahjong, and halfway i left when shing nuria and trina picked me up! haven seen shing in bout a week odd! so despite being damn tired and having to wake up early e next day, i met dem! we went for supper at thomson and den we went geylang! sounds relatively simple yes?? but NOOOO. as usual, we got lost. hahaa. i swear we circled that half of singapore damn alot. hahhaa. shing the cuckoo. nice meeting nuria, seems relatively nice and quite artsy. well. as long as she treats her well.

Sat

woke up damn early to go sentosa for bizcom orientation. things got dragged and dragged and made everything quite restless. but well. like jiaxing said, at least everyone kinda bonded. and because i tot i was going to be a station master, i.e. limited walking, i wore my mphosis slippers. den in e end i had to play e games with my group. and all e games were quite fun, despite the sweltering heat. like damn damn hot. and now one freshie calls me e cheater. cause i stole his letter i when my group din have enuff. hahaa. anyway at e last station, the grps had to play three-legged soccer. and because hte group din have enuff girls, and i suspect they wanted to saboh me anyway, cause i was the only year 3 playing with dem, i paired up with chris. and somewhere between trying to walk, hop, kick in coordination linked up, the mphosis slipper came apart. sob. my nice gold slippers. and cause chris is a taller den me, his armpit is like lodged at my shoulder. imagine the sweat imvovled. damn sick right. HAHAHA. anyway had free subway lunch and headed back to the beach for some frisbee, slacking, ben and jerrys etc.
shing and nuria dropped by to visit me too! in my sweaty sticky state. hahaa.

den after i bathed, chris joseph and jiaxing asked me to play mahjong. tot they were kidding, but they really wanted to. so off we went to joseph's house. because they were lazy to q to bathe at sentosa, they all kinda washed themselves at joseph's house pool. damn funny. its like looking at 3 boys swimming in pri sch. haha. den started mahjong-ing after they had a proper bath. was initially quite fearful cause i dun gamble! but they lowered the stakes for me anwyay la. haha. but in e end, somewad, i won the most!!! and it was damn funny. cause most of e time i dun even know how i won. like i had damn alot of ping hu zi mo. which they say is not easy. haha. mahjong-ing was fun with funny antics coming from mostly chris. hes damn cuckoo. all his lucky stances and arranging of dice. and now they are all following my neh-neh thing cause i kept muttering it. damn fun. but i still dont quite feel comfy winning money from my friends la. so we decided that we will have supper some day on me! =)

Mon

woke up for class! hahaa. eh its an achievement to be recorded okay. i was even early enuff to buy myself breakfast can. IMF started and theres like super alot of policemen ard cityhall. wonder whether ill see mister d. hahaha. after class met joowee again, and kinda cheated him to walk me to the train station. HAHAHA. damn funny to cheat. k la, think next time i shall lunch with him on mon. elsehe so poor thing. no friends. HAHA. headed back for class and den after class met the mg girls for a lil shopping for their outfit. too bad i cldnt stay.. i quite like the stuff from mango and mphosis this season. but too bad mphosis changed their range of slippers! i wanted to replace my gold ones with the polka dottie ones!! boo! but i like the green top! mmm. haha. den headed back for a bizcom meeting to settle stuff. glad to see everyone kinda running this last lap together. and we came to a good conclusion. quite productive eveyrone was. except for a certain pale squeak. bah. loved the moment when everyone rolled their eyes together when somesone said something. HAHA. cool. headed back tot he library to study with lian, ps, terence, bernie and jon. which wasnt relaly quite successful. cause jon was irritating. HAHA. after that which we went off for supper at 85! i think i eat damn alot man.

thats it for now!!!! i love recounting on what happened the previous week, makes me realize how much i have done in a whole week. =)

pictures whne i have time!!!

in Business Processes

last sem i tried to take BP. and i died. caues the prof pissed me off with his incoherent explanations. haha. this prof is quite zai currently. if only i listened more attentively. but i do listen ok. HAHA.

first things first: HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINGS!!! =) duno whether ull read this, but its been really great knwoing u! thou ill be really glad if we both had e time to meet up more!! may u alwiz be cheery and happy and all ur wishes come true! *muackz*

anyway. had a great farewell party for yang on fri! thanks to jon for hosting! haha. thou i heard i missed a nice little celebration at music garage as well! oh well. lifes made of difficult choices. =) will really miss yang when hes gone! mehmeh!! haha. must go set up blog for him later. hahaa. on that note: met joowee yest afternoon when i was on my way to lug ALL the canon stuff myself! was damn glad to see him! and den he helped me carry the canon stuff and den we had lunch together. hes really damn cock. looking forward to seeing him more ard sch! =) and den he asked me," do u ever regret not going to NUS or NTU? " i told him of cos not! and he looked a lil surprised. and really i think my life iN SMU has been nothing but a great experience. thou sometimes i complain like hell bout the workload, the shitty profs, the indians, but in a way, im damn glad i have this chance to complain. because i cant think of a better way/place to spend my last 4 years of studying den this way. all thanks to all my SMU buds. they never fail to add some spice and joy to my life. =) thanks guys!

anyway, had a bizcom welcome session yest evening. and really, i cldt feel the difference in me as i spoke to all the freshies. two years of SMU training. HAHA. cause i was supposed to do just a short and sweet intro of bizcom which i had a slide to refer to, den pass on to the year twos alreayd. den in came the seniors who insisted that the slides dun go in line with the bizcom's aim(WTF?!) AND den jiaxing forgot to add in my slide. so i had to do an impromptu presentation on everything. HAHA. and they said i dun look nervous! at all! HAHAHA. WELLWELL. on that, u buggers are rally weird. i dun understand why u all seem unhappy that the year twos are taking so much iniative. looking at the way they work. i cant help but wish i was in their year lor. and den u all so restricting for wad??? like hello! we are stepping down in like one months time and u still wanna hold on? damn irritating. not to mention the high-pitched squeak. asshole. ragh.

anyway... need to start studying liao. i forsee lots of time in sch. like tmr after class i shall study in sch. thurs im going for dinner with the sports camp peeps so im studying from twelve to seven (!!!) hahaa. need to catch up on everything la. EVERYTHING. consumer behavior, marketing reserach, business processes, enviro sci(hahaha!) and hcm. well well.

no time for relationships or anything of that sort. haha. *hint*

PHOTOS!!!

the girls! when they got in! so proud of dem!!!! =)

shuping doing her number!

lijun! doing her stuff!
the work in progress! haha. damn cool right!

my boyfriend! =) no la its waiyin's nephew! called jayjay! so cute!!!

group photo!!! =)

the 4 handsome and extremely talented performers. from the left: charles, jon, clarence and jun an at the bottom!
4 of dem on stage doing their stuff!
met gary and steph while i was there! miss council!!!!

this time round with mee!!!

the group of us at MOS BURGER, without me! cause im taking the photo.

from the back row, jiaen(whos severely blocked by mr big head), waiyin, lijun, alina, jon, clarence. Front row: shuping, charles, jun an!
the three performers on sat's event!

Music Garage's logo on the board! *beams*

a drunk yang lying on the MOS table. how to know when hes drunk. when he tells me more den once,"minsy can we please go home already. please. " hahaha

preggz and me! NO WE ARE NOT TOGETHER.
a SLOSHED yang and me. am so tempted to put up videos. but i think he will murder me!!!
met jabriel there! hes a freshie at SMU.

sim sue sue which i din get to see at all after i came back

my charitable family.

jiamin calls me the buddha heart. and u know where my buddha heart comes from? i am darn proud to announce that it runs in the family. *beams*

just went for dinner at my grannys house! cause i haven been there in two weeks and i foresee the weeks to just get busier! so i deicded to not go out this week and head down there. and u know how sweet my family is???

u guys know the singtel heart? the one thats in all the papers, den u have to cut it, fold it into a pretty red heart and send it to singpost and singtel will donate one dollar? my family actively participates in it la!!! so on sat night, all of us juts sat on the floor and started our lil activity! my aunt collects all the papers. and the other aunt cuts all of dem. den the rest of us starts folding away. den my uncle, whos a director at singtel took stacks of it home for us too! cause singtel prints them out for their staff or something. its so.. HEARTWARMING. i swear the news shld come n interview us. HAHAHA. my faimly participates in all of these stuff la. like fabric of the nation too! we did that too! =) im so proud of my fmaily!!! =)

the paper hearts! i forced them to help me form a nice red heart!! =) and these arent even all! there are more at my aunties house, done last week!! =) there are about 130 here! thats $130!


me with the hearts!! =) my who family says im crazy. but secretly i think they love me. HAHHA.
at the display of fabric of the nation!! my lil cousin! see her finger??? the tip of her finger ends at an apple right? thats her own fabric!!!




somethings wreong with bloggeR! cant seem to dl anymore photos! shall try to upload in class! HAHAHA.

ppl if u see the hearts fold ok! den throw it into a box.




*love is in the air*

bz week 1 gone!! =)

ok actually i did try to blog last week. but blogger died on me. im starting to hate blogger. nehneh.

anyway. lemme think:

so on sat and sun was the club rainbow event. all i can say is it was really quite an experience. really dont like NTU people. as in.. i expected more professionalism and gratitude. esp when we are perofrming for no cost! anyway, great performances put up! by jon and his friends, esp this guy called charles. his beatboxing is da thing man. wow. was totally blown away. even made a twenty dollar donation for jon to sing impromptu. haha.

met someone that i was tryin not to meet. and sadly like wad shing says, its not worth it really. but for a few moments there, i cld hear my heart shattering. owell.

watched the devil wears prada too! its damn good la! the clothes inside!!!! wah lau!! and that show is really cool, its the kind that will leave u thinking.. damn cool.

thanks to the girls who came to help oout too! i know giving out flyers is helluva tiring and sometimes embarrrasing. thanks to u all!!!

den on mon was the competiion! this time round we started much earlier cause we din wan to rush thro. but somehow waiyin and alina had a problem with the hair. so we took a lil longer. den we left our phones in the room and lijun was tryin desperately to call us!! sorry!!! the silly girl even cried. felt so bad. but all things are great now! my girls were all pretty!!! =) and shuping and lijun got in!!! though one was a lil borderline. but im sure she will do better next round!!! yay!! congrats my darlings. and to yy, if u read this, u did well too! dont give up on singing yea? its the passion tt lives on. =)

after all these, was time to chiong for the bash already. sorry to jon tt we cldnt get the work done. last min was roped in to settle the marketing side, which thankfully was rectifiied a lil in the last week. was so worried for ticket sales man. but we did fine in the end! =) good job to all the heads and year twos! impressive work we all did. and all the saikang in e end too! my gosh. the contestants were all pretty and handsome. got to know some of the juniors a lil better, prospective next batch of bizcom ppl. interesting. all charming lil boys. HAHAHA. anyway, was suppoesd to go back to sch to transport stuff after the bash, but yay the juniors went instead! and i cld go back for the bash.

headed to find the bizcom seniors first who graced us with their presence even thou they were year 4s already! but cldnt find dem la! ause they were all out at the dancefloor! drank quite a bit tt night man, drank 42below with redbull which yang opened. WAH DAMN POWER that drink. haha. its damn damn nice. den after that met jon yang and daniel and partied ard! woo! went to find the bizcom table ause supposedly they opened chivas! drank there too! and i cant rem who, either qihan or chris passed me this glass of chivas with ice. and i tot it was already kinda pre mixed with coke. so i gulped it down. and it was pure alcohol. wah my throat was like on fire. and its really nice to see all the juniors having fun, most all sloshed or going to be. haha. i even rem qihan asking me: " minsi are u ok?" i of cos replied "ya i am!!!" he looked at me and den looked at chris or joseph or jiaxing and said," she said shes ok lei!!! how can she be ok?? NAH! DRINK! " hahaha. i was like what the hell. haha. and this was coming from the guy who said hes going home by twelve and it was already 130 when he said that. hahahaha. and chris the guy who said that hes not drinking, smoking or clubbing the night before, was like gone at the end of the night la and he probably left the club ard 4am lor. and next morning got 830 class. hahahaa. and i saw he smoke at least two sticks. haha. and his facial experssion is damn funny when he was trying to teach me how to play the hei zhi ma bai zhi ma game. wah lau i cant even concentrate on the game! his face just cracks em up la!!!

jon who was determined to make yang drunk opened a bottle of champange late into the night and in our high stupor, we kinda carried the bottle to the dance floor. HAHAHA. yang was gone man. i have photos and videos to prove that!!! hahaha.

headed home bout 3 plus, qiute tired and achey legs, had to send yang home somemore. and his mom just muttered ," i think he has been drinking too much lately." haha. den had a short lil chat with preggy downstairs. nice. =)

i think clubbing once in a whitle is ok with enuff alcohol and company! =) but that doesnt mean u guys can ask me to club ok! its never gonna be a hobby man. cause seriously guys there are just sleazy. its freaky. haha. i cna live without that. why cant clubs be full of ppl that just want to party and not eat tofu! suckers!

anyway that on fri we had yangs farewell bbq! went grocery shopping in the afternoon with preggz ps and terence. the party was great la! thou there was hell alot fo food left over!!! like damn alot of sausages. played mahjong and watched america pie 3 too! sue ann really really sucks at thetable la. no pai ping wan lei!!! haha. stupid bitch. supposed to go home early, but ended up ehading home like later den the night b4 la. yang we will miss u!!!!! have fun adn get laid there!! HAHAHA.

anyway time to really sit down and study already. year 3 liao. and hearing some of the juniors GPAs really freak me out. todays watershock!!! and ps terence and jon are there. haha. ps and terence went to gym three times a week can juts for tht. hahaa.

shall post whatever photos i have of the past week up!!!