thanks ppl for the love! im feeling much much better. things are slowing down to a pace!

Tues: Tourism meeting then presentation
Wednesday: Services meeting
Thurs: Personnel meetings then presentation
Fri: Services report

yay!

i miss my smu friends! we dont see each other much nowww! though u all will mk noise and say its because i got simon but i really miss u all! like how that day when i F-I-N-A-L-L-Y saw lynnie i cldnt help but scream and hug her! and how that day me and lian just chilled a while b4 IPR class and ate gelare's and talked rubbish. felt so good to have their company again! I guess ill always be that kind of girl who needs girlish company! cant wait for the exchange ppl to come back! YES THAT MEANS U U AND U. and now i dont see scary jiamin and leafy ard too. sob. boo. boo.

i feel kinda bad lately cause i think ive neglected my mommy and daddy. sister not so bad. but mommy and daddy. i miss them too. esp my daddy's fat tummy. must spend at least one dinner day with them this and next week! I PROMISE!

no time to blog for now! will blog about some MG stuff. online shopping. my cousin's ceramic lion soon!

love u all! study hard!


ohh i found this quite funny! see! its me!

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IM PROMISCOUS?!?!?! WTF!

simons!

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i so agree with the EXTREMELY CUTE PART. hahaha

so sad but true. only at moments of extreme despair i come to blog. and at this moment, i feel myself crumbling under stress. i dont really know why im crumbling. true its lots of work to do but its not like its never this way. but somehow i feel quite alone. maybe its the fact that i know ive let down some ppl and i really apologize for that

as i was reading IPR and trying to make sense of the legal jargon, my brain jumbled up with thoughts of services marketing. i tried so hard to concentrate and make sense of it my brain gave up and i teared. its been a long time since i teared under stress. i feel so weak and powerless and stupid.

i thank God for my sweetest boyfriend for everything. for understanding me. for stopping his guitar practice for me. for hugging me. for assuring me. for patting my head gently. for carrying the fan for me. for everything. for doing everything even without asking me anything.

Please let all the work go well. and banish all the headaches please.



-dont worry dear friends. im ok. just needed to write it out.