tired. hate bastards.

am in sch at this unearthly hr. supposed to do some studying but i cant seem to do any.

had a really bad day. not bad for me. bad for my dear friend. im so upset that we allowed such an asshole into her life. and im so upset that we arent there and shes not here. and i shant type more lest i get more agitated. this was the first time in a million years i actually said nbccb and actually meant it. sigh.

shant comment more cause i duno wad else to say. but tay. u must know that we all here love u! and u can call me anytime u want. like anytime at all. and please dun not talk to us because u feel that we hate him. cause we love u much more den that. im willing to resist the temptation to curse him. email me like u would blog cause u need an outlet and i know seomtimes u jus dont want totalk. just rem to del ur sent email after. u want to let it out only. and please ok. u must talk bout it. and i need to talk to u else i canot sleep.

and you too. thou our conversation will really short because i was talking to my other friends. u seemed to be really ok bout the impending breakup. and i hope u really are. no matter yes or no, i also wan u to know that u cna talk to me even if i SOUND really bz with other things.

some happy things happeneed today thou. sue gave us kueh lapis which i have no appetite to eat. drank some nice cafe mocha at starbucks cause i was stuck in e rain. saw my eye candy a few times but was not in e mood to savor the moments. eka training intern replied today. but i dduno whether its good or bad. jordan gave me nice choco biscuits. and joowee entertained me thoroughly with his antics on webcam. shall post dem up some day to entertain u ppl.




someone tell me again the benefits of getting a boyfriend.