first entry in a looonng time

blogging now in the sofa under the cold cold air connn!

its FREEZING.

anyways i think i have a boring life now. BUSY but boring. AHAHA. shant bore u with the boring details in my life. simins back! zhuoyans back! shings coming back!

to mr asshole in simin's life. i dun care if u read this. im childish. get out of her life la. scram la. who do u think u are man seriously? u arent even cute enuff to be a playboy. find someone ur standard. obviously much lower.


while walking to work today i saw an old man sitting at the back alley on a wheelchair. he was surrounded by stacks of folded cardboard. propped on the cardboard was a mirror that he was looking into. i wonder what he was doing. why was he looking in e mirror therE? in his eyes i saw a look of longing and misery. i wonder if i saw wrongly.

things like this always make me think alot. like why is this old man here. but i won know i guess.


just that day when i was waiting for simon at the mrt, this old lady selling tissue looked at me and actually asked me to buy it from the foot of the stairs. she called out at me a few times in a miserable shrill voice. ppl who know me know that in normal cases i actually do buy tissue from ppl who peddle tissue. those who sincerely look pathetic. and this case i actually didnt. after that i actually was decidiing whether i shld walk up to her and buy. but realized i had only 40 cents on myself. i actually felt really bad i didnt buy from her.


dun realy know what else to blog about lately. they say when u get a boyfriend ur life pretty much revolves ard him. ive always tot that might not be neccessarily true. but in mine it looks like it has been. but strangely, im fine with it. in fact happy. =) like quite weakling ah. BUT I DUN CARE. hahaha.

anyways most friends have met the guy. except for a few. things are good. =)

anyways the sis is back and yesss i have to get used to her rantings and shit bout the room being messy and not enougth wardrobe space and shit. but seriously. i miss her! she bought back nice stuff for me. bags we can share. apretty polka dotted top. a nice marie cat cap and other stuff. i have a nice sisss!

meeting her to go ikea now! BYE!