so sad but true. only at moments of extreme despair i come to blog. and at this moment, i feel myself crumbling under stress. i dont really know why im crumbling. true its lots of work to do but its not like its never this way. but somehow i feel quite alone. maybe its the fact that i know ive let down some ppl and i really apologize for that

as i was reading IPR and trying to make sense of the legal jargon, my brain jumbled up with thoughts of services marketing. i tried so hard to concentrate and make sense of it my brain gave up and i teared. its been a long time since i teared under stress. i feel so weak and powerless and stupid.

i thank God for my sweetest boyfriend for everything. for understanding me. for stopping his guitar practice for me. for hugging me. for assuring me. for patting my head gently. for carrying the fan for me. for everything. for doing everything even without asking me anything.

Please let all the work go well. and banish all the headaches please.



-dont worry dear friends. im ok. just needed to write it out.