my heart.

it hurts.

cries.

aches.

screams.



you never did all those with me. i never demanded all those from you. because i loved you.

in a turn of the eye. you're doing all of those.

with another person.


its only been a week today.

and you're sharing new memories with a new person.

fast for a 2 year relationship?

fast for a 2 year committed relationship?



the unfufilled promises.
the slashing of the hearts.


you used to say my tears made u cry.
they dont matter now do they.
because with every thing you do, you're slashing my heart time and time.


i let you go because i couldnt bear to see u hurt. to see u cry.
you let me go because you couldnt bear to see yourself hurt and cry.
but my tears and wounds dont matter to you anymore.
so you slash me a few more times.
knowing that i will hurt and cry.


if you didnt want to be mine, den why ask me to be yours.


when you first held my hand that fateful day. crossing the road.
do you remember what i told you?
do you remember what you told me?

now those hands protect another person.

the skeletons hidden in the closet are all tumbling out.


as i took off my clothes in the shower and sat with the water running down my face.
no tears flowed anymore.
but the heart.
it aches and cries for help.