just like how the rollercoaster may go up and down. so do i.
sine curve.

today im just tired of being angry.
very tired.

i told my second colleague A today about the breakup.
the first colleague M knew cause he said "Are you okay? Why you look so chui."
and i was like wth! haha. so i told him. telling guys are always easier. they just ask enuff.
den they provide you with entertainment and distractions cause they know they cant do the emo consoling shite.

the second colleague A went "dont bluff la!" i gave her a look and said "seriously"
and she gave me a long thoughtful look before repeating it again.
After the third "you must be joking" she went, "but you guys were like the perfect couple!"
yea balls. haha.

today. just like how the song goes.
in my note to God. just like the one written 1 mth ago.

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

and today.
im not angry with you.
dont think its supposed to be like that.
but im not.
i hope you're well.
and no longer tripping over stones.