today. the day didnt start off well.

suddenly it hit me.
im so pathetic.
fucking pathetic.

and i will never ever allow myself that vulnerability anymore.
ever.

den the rain came.
killing all the happy cells left.
whatever little of it.

but it turned out well!
so far at least.

the tears that flowed were not for you.
but for my heart.
and the understanding and empathy.

Thanks to lynnie darling.

Thank God for all my dear friends.
every single one of you.

if anything,
ill be okay for each and everyone of you.