all i want for christmas is you.

i guess
we are pretty similar still
at least on one thing.

we are both silly
stupid
foolish

and we share the same blind faith for things tt dont exist.



i wont share ur pain.
cause its a pain u have to bear.

i wont ask God to take it away.
cause only with this you will learn.

just like i did.

just calm down
and think.
truly think.

and u will realize.
its all not worth it.

ure a smart boy.
u will know.
if u want to.

the pain.
the hurt.
will pass.
if u allow it to.



it hurts still.
to read.

it does.

but its cool.
im cool.

ill be strong for tonight.



Dear God

Tonight.
Tk good care of him.
He needs the guidance.
He needs the care.
Im cool tonight.
ill be okay.

Thank you.


I love this song.
it makes me happy.
smiley.
and hopeful.

and i hope it makes u smile too.