i feel mean.

at a friend's bbq earlier. while playing a game.
i scolded some guy's girlfriend stupid at the spur of the moment cause she put a wrong card.

feeling really bad.
as in i din mean it that way.

but i guess it was also before that her unusually squeaky and high voice was pissing me off. =(

plus my cranky moody day.

but i still feel bad.

sorry.


even all the way at clementi.
you still lurk ard. hahaa.
can you believe it?
i bumped to andrew and joyce. haha.

what are the odds man.

like i didnt intend to take the train.
like i could have missed them.
was supposed to go much earlier.
wanted to get off at buena vista instead.
so many maybes.
i wouldnt have recognized them cept nowadays im really sensitive to ppl carrying guitar bags.


i really really miss you.
words arent even enough.
i just miss you.

but im really happy too.
that you seem happy.
you do.
and that's really
nice.

tonight.
i hope you have a good sleep.
long good restful sleep.

its good weather you know.
have a good sleep
and may you have sweet dreams.



我会好好的
花还香香的
时间一直去
回忆真美丽

我是想著你
一直想著你
你在我心底
变成了秘密

不要说你爱我 你想我
如果你的心里没有这么做
只是勉强的敷衍我 我知道了会很难受

我要你默默走 不回头
我会清楚明白你要的是什么
无须勉强的安慰我 说奇怪的理由

到现在还是深深的 深深的爱著你
是爱情的 友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福 我知道它苦苦的

要给你远方的祝福 我知道它苦苦的