last night i slept with my laptop on my lap.
how funny is that! hahaa.
and my dad came in to wake me. haha.

it reminded me of how i will always read till i fell asleep.
with my specs still on.
book in hand.
and you will come and gingerly take off my specs.
my book.
so i can sleep.

ok but thats over.

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went for dinner with the SMU buds last night!
it was greattt!!
i mean birthdays were never huge things for me.
but its nice to just meet and chill.

den we played games!
even though it was such a short hour.
i had so much fun.
haven laughed like that in ages!!

we must play soon ok! next time we go for 4 hrs! haha.
we can have simple wholesome fun.

the colleagues were really sweet too!
blew out my first candle in office!
and they bought me a super super super bling black and gold sequinned bag!
its so mee! =)

lynn gave me a card.
which i sneakily read in sue's car.
almost made me wanna cry.

The card was of colourful stripes.
which i knew she purposely chose. haha.

and she pasted 7 quotes on the card.
so thoughtful.

the part that made me cry.
was when she said she will be with me.
to walk me through whatever winding roads.
just like the picture jon took of us.

im so so so fortunate to have friends who love me this much.

not only just her.
and so many more.

once upon a time you said that too.
but you never kept it.
what are promises to you.
a moment sort of thing.
you never intended to keep that for life, did you.

if not having a special somebody.
means having this many special friends.
ill take the latter.

always has been my mentality.
and shld have been my mentality.
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today
i miss eat spicy drumlets at pizza hut.
i miss eating pizza hut at bedok.
with you.

i miss how we will always over order.
and stuff our faces silly with the food.

i wonder whether you will bring her there to eat.
ha.
maybe the nice chinese waitress will be puzzled.
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Its ok minsy.
its ok to miss things
its ok to miss him
its all okay.

wipe that tear away.

you will be fine.
you will emerge from this stronger than ever.

smile.