not sleepy. =(

but im so tired.

but still not sleepy.


bah.


you know how ur mind is like kinda constantly awake.
constantly active
constantly thinking

yea man.
its like that.

dear brain,
please give urself a break
and stop processing
stop analyzing
stop thinking
stop sending signals to the heart

it still hurts.

but its okay.

be calm minsy.

u will be fine.


dont feel like going tomorrow anymore.

maybe its time to.

end it all.


theres no time nor space for weakness in this place.