so im back from malacca.

this trip bought back so many memories.

right from the start.

when we went to check in at the tour agency.
i thought of you.
the sleepy eyed us when we went there at the same time.

when we got on the bus.
still you.
cause we were allocated the first 2 seats.
just like before.
how we marvelled at the wide leg room.

as we travelled on.
i remember the excitement i had when i was with you.
like YAYYY! we are finally going overseas!
just you! JUST ME AND YOU.

when i turned on the freaking tv.
our bus was supposed to not come with entertainment. we were lucky.
guess what was playing?
BOLT.
how i miss my dear dog with bunny ears.

and at that moment.
that moment of weakness.
thoughts of missing you welled up.

so i messaged you.


the first day was horrible.

as i went through the motions. smiled for the camera. walked. joked.
inside me was feeling hurt all around.

when we finally retired into the hotel.
i was glad that everyone was tired.

so i could have my silence too.



as i leaped onto the huge king sized bed.
i remember those moments snuggled in for endless hours watching tv.

as i dragged myself up for breakfast.
i remembered how we(you!) couldnt even wake up for breakfast.

as i proclaimed the best holiday would be to wake up for breakfast, head back to sleep for 1/2 more hours den head out in the afternoon.
i realized. only 2 of us could do that.

as i took the revolving tower down. and ooh-ed and ahh-ed a bit at it. i wished. you were there to enjoy it with me.

as we went for massages. i tot of you.

as we went to FOS. i tot of you.

as we da-baoed macdonalds. i tot of you.


too much too many.

memories are scary, arent they?


but those were sweet memories.

memories that i love.
i treasure.
and i miss.