what do i want.



you say im making assumptions.
you?



strange cause i have been asking myself this qns fr the past mth.
everynight when i pray to God.
i cant tell him what i want.
cause i dont know what i want.
i always end up telling him for everyone i love to be happy and healthy.

and most of the time.
its for you.



i dont want care and concern from you.
because that would stir my thoughts in a frenzy
i wont even know whats right whats wrong.
and whats happening.



i dont want you to not date girls.
because that has never even crossed my mind.



i have no idea what i want.



so if u have any inkling.
maybe you can tell me.




Right now.

i just wish for the tears to stop.
and for everyone to be happy.



thats what i want.