its late.

sleeping in a foreign place.
a foreign bed.
doesnt agree with me.


i just realized

that i din eat much today.

had a cinnamon roll when i woke up cause i was feeling super lightheaded.

like the world was whirring around me w every step i take.

din think it would be good passing out before i reached the doctors. ha.


i totally lost my appetite after that.

a few pieces of chicken to pacify my parents.

thankfully i had the internet thing as a smokescreen.


inside me.
im really fuming.

even up till now.

as i work hard in trying to finish up my work.

i cant help but steal a few glances at the page.


im really baffled.
ridiculous isnt it.

so scary.

im really really scared now.