ate way too much today.
had like maggi noodles and bubble tea for lunch. den chicken rice for dinner.
den peach tea, mushroom soup, prawn toast and nachos for supper
AND chocolate cake and pasta salad.

i hope.
its not binge eating.

but i really ate soo much.

blonde said,
ill never marry the person i love the most
cause i wont be able to take it if he had to leave me.

ill never get together with my best friend too
cause i wont be able to take it if we never talked again.
who would i go to when shit happens to me
the only person that has seen me sob out loud
tears and mucus and all.
who wld i run to.
ill die i if i lost that person.

i beg to differ.

whats the point of marrying someone you dont love not the most anyway.
maybe im too idealistic.
i want to marry the person i love the most.
i want to be with the person i love the most for forever.

love.
was never meant to be balanced you seee.
one party will always love more than the other.
one party will always give in more.
one party will always be hurt more.

i guess in most relationships
besides the love
what ppl miss most is the companionship.

i miss the most
telling someone things.
telling someone how my work went
telling someone how my day went
how nice the food i ate today was.
the good buys i got.
the things that made me sad.
the things that made me laugh
my aspirations

i miss all of those the most.
i miss telling my best friend all of that.