as i wake up this sunday morning.
did my usual ritual.
yea.
argh.

damn fucked up.
you.
and me too.
for worrying.

you dont deserve any of this.
and i dont deserve it either.
i dont fucking deserve it.

so please. someone. God.
take it all away.
and let me stop driving myself crazy.

In my note to God.
Please give us, give me the strength to make it through and help me find a way.
Please?