goodnight.

tonight im going to sleep.
with alot on my mind.

im afraid of whats to come in the morning when i awake.
but theres no way i can avoid it.
cause my hands no longer listen to me.
or maybe they do.
thats why.

sometimes i wish i could just be unaware forever.


Dear God,

Thank you for your help so far.
I do appreciate it.

Tomorrow, i have to ask you for a favour.
And ask you to help me.

If its inevitable, help me face it.
Cause you know me.
I'm weak like that.

i dont think its fair to ask you to stop it right?
Can you?

Help me take the pain away.

Is he doing fine?
Take care of him too.

Amen.