i have been listening to the song the whole day.
but only now have i had the chance to watch the MTV.
and it bought me to tears.

i dont know why.
i feel like throwing and crashing plates like the girl.
but nobody will be there to hug me after it all.

i dont know whats wrong.
my life continues.
i block out everything.
i work. i think. i shop. i laugh.
but when im home.
in front of the computer.
with blogger.
i cant put on my facade anymore.
my defenses crumble.
and i become me.

i still have half a sausage mcmuffin left.


Dear God,

If you're helping me today. Can you please help me a bit more?
Just a little bit more?
In my life, i'm hardly selfish.
But could you just help me a bit more?
Please.
Just a leetle bit more.
i need it.


There are meteors tonight.
I wanna see them.

Then i saw zhuoyan's msn.
and i teared.
I would like to have that too.
to see the meteors with you.
but i cant anymore.
you will prob see it with her.

i needa see some light.
some hope.
some flickering hope.
like a candlelight.
in order for me to carry on.
to give me hope that maybe everything will be okay afterall.
i have the chance to go back to Jurong.

maybe ill see the meteors alone tonight.
the peak is at 5am. ha.



李玖哲 - 想太多

你笑著說 她是朋友
但你眼中太溫柔

我的不安 那麼沉重
只有你不懂

她霸佔了你的心中
屬於我的角落
所以你說 我們 不是你和我

是我想太多 你總這樣說
但你卻沒有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也這樣說
這是唯一能 安慰我的理由

她霸佔了你的心中
屬於我的角落
所以你說 我們 不是你和我

是我想太多 你總這樣說
但你卻沒有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也這樣說
這是唯一能 安慰我的理由

我想我沒有 錯怪了什麼 雖然你不說
或許錯在我 太晚我才懂 愛了你太多

是我想太多 你總這樣說
但你卻沒有 真的心疼我
是我想太多 我也這樣說
這是唯一能 安慰我的理由