im not good today.

but ill hang in there.

looks like its gonna be a night of insomnia.


painted my nails red.
blood red.
to remind myself of the blood i bled.
the tears i shed.


today.
please keep ur knives.
please.


her shite i can take.
yours i cant.

because you know me.


if you wanted to help.
nows a good time to.

you're right.

its no longer your responsibility to worry about how i am
or how i am not
how im doing.

its not.


but its your call.


please stop throwing ur bombs.

Im begging you.

the next round of attack
i dont know how ill fare.

so please stop.
my white flag is up.