On the lunch bus back to work today, the rain pitter pattered.
ah. raining again.
rainy day.

i looked at my shiny gold casio watch.
ahh. friday the 13th.

and i remembered.
this day. 1 mth ago. we were happy.
this was the last time we were.
happy.

what i would give to turn back the clock to that very day.

i would give everything. and anything.

then i remembered the day.
i think it was drizzling.
the day i walked away from you.
from the cab.
the brave step out.
that step out.
that step i didnt want to take.
but i didnt have much choice to not.
the day i walked away from you.
i walked. i looked at your cab drive slowly away.
disappearing out from sight.
i walked. i had to walk.
knowing inside my heart this was going to be the last time i would see you in a very long time.

and you see.
tears start flowing again.

the rain.