argh my head's throbbing like mad.
had so many dreams during my sleep.
some good some bad.

what do dreams indicate dear God?

my first weekend in ages i spent alone, not going out.

i figured. i needa stop troubling my friends.
and i needa start facing it anyway.
i cant be spending every weekend night outside right.

it wasnt easy.
but im almost at the end of it.


last night
i was watching hallmark
there was this movie called Human Trafficking showing

it pissed me off so much!
even felt tears at the corner of my eyes a few times

such bastards!
these poor girls!


and then i remembered that movie we watched
the one with the father who was an ex secret service dude
and he swore to hunt down the ppl who abducted his daughter

i remember how i was v affected after the show
and i remember you teling me im so silly.


i needa stop remembering.

how nice if life was like fb.
like. unlike.
at a click.

you did that.
could you teach me how.