lots of jumbled up thoughts in my mind.
some tears.
some smiles.

shall internalize it all.
breathe minsy.

another story for another day.

at the end of it all.
i still had a good time.

and that's all that matters.

i think.
i dont know how else.
what else.

Thank you God.


what i wanted to say was
i wish it was as easy as it is.
i wish i could
find a Tom Dick or Harry. (ok maybe not.)
i wish i was less resilient, less determined, less tough.
i wished maybe i loved you less.
ok maybe not. ok maybe yes.
AIYAH. so confusing.

even after everything.
im still standing strong here.

madness!

ok too confusing already.

nitenite.
love you.
still.