as i look at the recent photos.
i realized
nowadays when i laugh
i always laugh wholeheartedly
the HAHAHAHA kind

mouth agape.
crinkled eyes
head thrown back.

and den i realize actually its not even that funny
but still the HAHAHAHAs come by

its almost as though since its funny
i better take the chance to laugh it out loud
cause i dont know when the next time it will be

its almost as though if i dont max out my laugh
the sadness will kinda seep through

its almost as though im afraid that these laughs
will soon disappear
and no more laughs will come by.