strange strange life we have.

today.
was okay.
i think.

except for that.
pissed me off.
i just dont understand at all.
i treated u all as friends.
maybe not the kind i love as wholeheartedly as mine.
fortunately i dont.
but i care for you all okay.
i really do.
but really.
its very. disappointing.
i can understand that you didnt mean harm.
but can be a lil more smart??
think everyone thinks im too strong.
think i must be up and moving.

love smart friends like mine. really.

Today did an impromptu hair cut.
i fell for the trap again.
ha ha. bangs.
hope this time it lasts.

do u remember that when we wanted to buy a lil baby bunny.
i said we could try out the pet shop at 201.
i have not been to 201 in ages.
everytime we go there its with you in the middle of the night.
24 hr clinic, 7-11
today i went for a haircut there.
next door to the pet store
they really do sell bunnies.
quite alot.
cute small lil bunnies too.
white ones.
brown ones.
white ones with black eyes.
all happily sniffing and nuzzling.
cute lil noses.
i want to buy one.
but not now.
for now i think ill avoid bunnies for a while.
same for the rest.

things always seem to fall into place at the strangest moments.
just like friday.
i could have been somewhere else.
you could have been somewhere else.
on another staircase
another escalator
i could have been wearing another top.
but i was wearing the 'simon the diamond' top.
it could be any moment.
but it was at that moment when lynnie said
'i can see that today you're not happy'

life is strange isnt it.